Thursday, December 15, 2005
"camp camp"
the sleepover was great talked through the whole night without any sleep
the fun-est camp i have ever been to
got to do what we wanted ordered macdonald at like 3 a.m ate chips
stayed up all night talking & playing card games
games day was fun too
except for the fact of this particular someone
if this particular someone hadn't been so harsh & extra it would have been perfect
but well....shan't dwell much on what has past & happened
sometimes i seriously think i need to control my temper
once i lose control of my temper
it just seems to affect me so much including the people around me
haiz i just can't seems to really control my emotions do i?? or do i not??
hmm.....
but well just to tell my grp rolling stones although i don't think they will see this
u all really are the BEST!!
& i can tell that all of u have tried ur best in doing the stations & cheer
don't be upset or guilty i'm not angry toward any of u guys at all!!
on the other hand i'm guilty for causing all of u to feel guilty & upset
rmb don't be dishearten & discouraged by things said by some irritating assholes
was totally tired grabbing every opportunity to get any sleep during band
dozed off while the majors were explaining the banners & during committee meeting
was painting the banner & it was a real tough job
getting everything nicely onto a blank BIG piece of cloth
i really regretted not appealing for art
one shouldn't ponder over the consequences & outcome
instead just do it just do whatever one thinks its right & which interest one
hmmm....guess i will be taking interior design when i get to poly provided that i can get in
coz seriously i think my art is not up to the standard & i seriously ain't creative at all
so it all depends all god's will i guess
