yesterday was grad noon cut my knee by the photo frame thought it was a minor scratch but apparently it was quite a deep cut blood was like dripping everywhere i didn't even noe until sum1 told me thanx shiyi mama 4 stoping my blood didn't realli find the grad nite blasting & loud enough 4 the seniors sorrie 4 tt coz we were quite disorganised but well i muz say we did tried our best mr sim ask us 2 read the poster saying sth like if u have done ur best u will not feel regretted thus i didn't had ani regrets it was rather an emotinal day i guess butts broke down beside me during the seniors' speech felt realli sad although they will be cuming back & stuff but its like the presence of them being in the band is gone & it realli feels diff witout this sec 4 batch they are the 1s who truely kept the band going most of them were toking abt how they wanted 2 quit band & slack during sec 1 & 2 this reminded me of myself always thought of quitting band since sec 1 all the way till beginning of sec3 cuming out wit all sorts of excuses 2 pon band & stuff i guess the seniors,band camp,syf made me luv hildan band alot now i almost break down when i hug maggie my tears all brimming on the surface of my eyeballs told myself 2 control as i hate crying infront of ppl she told me tt i can do it & stuff shes always the 1 who believe in me,tell me 2 believe in myself & tt i can do it hugged ben & andrew & they told me 2 tc & tt i can do it 2 realli felt touched & at the same time sad as they won't be playing beside me animore (typing this makes me feel like crying tt tingy feeling) shan't continue the saddening part went 2 eat long john wit butts,lin,shiyi mama,tan,elfi,ven,bamboo,jeck,yau crapped through out yau actualli asked me a super funni question wat a joke man do i look like i'm attached?? went 2 the arcade ven & shiyi mama danced para para it was so super super funni especially ven look so gay he look like hes swimming went 2 tried it wit flabb it was even more funni ven took my hands swinging here & there like a puppet i'm almost fling out of the machine the worse thing is i 4got i'm wearing the decor shirt & it had my name behind how embarassing man!! meet annie & the links we went annie's house & she actualli live in a church how cool its like ur practically surrounded by holy spirits when ur inside they were like reading out all our msgs it was quite paiseh especially when i wrote the last part the same 4 everi1 lolz actualli wanted 2 ton at her house but nve bring all the stuffs so we decided 2 go hm climb over the gates & mum came 2 fetch me,yun,lin & tan reach hm at abt 1 plus & fall asleep on the sofa spend the rest of my day sleeping 2day woke up at 2 plus went 2 sleep at 4 plus all the way till 8 plus my sis says i'm sleeping champion lolz can't help it muz replenish 4 the past few wks sleeping at 3 & waking up at 6=)
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19 Love the extra i in the name, cariissa Love eating Love taking long hot shower bath when in stress Love all sorts of nonsense
Dislike making wrong decisions Dislike irrelavant glares Dislike redundant comments and opinions
